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Sunday, November 08, 2009
SPEAR BOY,GOT MISS JIEJIE? <3
cuteness overload. i miss poking his tongue to disiao him :(
was studying & then he sleep until so cute ley ^.^
webcam with bee the otherday.suddenly both of us tio
"jam" so here's the jam effect. LOL! we were coincidentally
wearing the "little ms magic" tee at home. out dated i know
but at home ley who cares!
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went out with TF today.he was really patient to wait for me
while i bought all my wet tissue/cornflakes yadayada for the
trip. yes! patience is the way to go.
havent really been out and about for the past month or so.
felt so freaking good to have the wind blow right into ur
face.that feeling was so refreshing that i no longer have to
press F5 on my com,LOL ok lame joke.
geog and hmt left! must not give up
btw
bee smsed me this today,totally made my day
and i've also decided to drop all the negative
thoughts.in all,i'd choose the 走一步算一步
method.today is today,tmr's problem will be
tmr's prob.just live for the moment.
"每天太阳都同样从东边升起,
每天我们都同样有走不完的路
只要活着一天就要奋斗一天,
没有一个人十全十美,只要乐观走
向生活,一切都会很美好, 加油! :D"
i love you so much boatie! <3
There are some people in life that make you
laugh a little louder, smile a little brighter,
and just live a little better. Those are the people
worth holding onto.
"It's the way she's always smiling
That makes me think she never cries"
must stay strong (Y)
That makes me think she never cries"
must stay strong (Y)
HAPPY 37TH <3
i realised that despite being tgt for 3yrs 1 mth
we've spend approx 7mths away frm each other.
dont ask me how i found such strength to hold on
because i've got no idea as well.here's just to say
this r/s made me learn alot.it tested alot of my
patience & strength too.its not a bad thing afterall.
all i want and really need after 2 whole months
of waiting.is just a single hug from you and a whisper
from you to say "dawn tan,im finally back."
it only takes a sentence or two from you to make or
break my day.
i realised that despite being tgt for 3yrs 1 mth
we've spend approx 7mths away frm each other.
dont ask me how i found such strength to hold on
because i've got no idea as well.here's just to say
this r/s made me learn alot.it tested alot of my
patience & strength too.its not a bad thing afterall.
all i want and really need after 2 whole months
of waiting.is just a single hug from you and a whisper
from you to say "dawn tan,im finally back."
it only takes a sentence or two from you to make or
break my day.
cutest thing i've heard in a long time:
Pandawn says:
i damn stress
TF says:
ok
i destress for u
let u pinch
Pandawn says:
:(
TF says:
i be ur destress toy
Pandawn says:
lol
TF says:
u can squeeze and pinch
Pandawn says:
thats cute(:
Pandawn says:
i damn stress
TF says:
ok
i destress for u
let u pinch
Pandawn says:
:(
TF says:
i be ur destress toy
Pandawn says:
lol
TF says:
u can squeeze and pinch
Pandawn says:
thats cute(:
Saturday, November 07, 2009
world's latest trend, war in facebook LOL_________________________________________
QH : what the! dawn u dam niao sia?
ShiYao: Nghaha! balik kampong. you think you what. haha,
QH; its okay if you dont know (:
Dawn :what niao. you bird then you say bird.dont niao me.
QH:hahaha then not okay if i dont know meh! hahaahahaha
dawn u xiao niao la! lolol i mean is the hokkien la! not bird-.-
Dawn Tan:aye xiao niao. eh ngiao isit what niao. walao,u hokkien epic fail
QH: lolo sorry lor! what to do! i dont really know hokkien can! hahahaa
Dawn Tan: u dont know,then dont use! haha epic fail lah u si gin nah
QH : what's wrong with u? ti ti scold wa. wa buay lun liao la
Dawn Tan: haha. li bei an zhua,ai sio meh sio pa si bo!! @.@
QH: lai la! lim bei scare li ar? ti ko sio pa? gui tiam??
Dawn Tan:wawawa.gangster.dua ah beng. ti li eh chu lao ka lah. ! mai ga wa guai lan hor. wa bo kia li
QH: me zai si di tiang guai lan eh? gui diam la! zi zun??
Dawn Tan: arbo tiger time lah.ai mai
QH: ho arh! li bo tai ji zou si bo? an zua a ni wo eng?
Dawn Tan: jin wu eng ley,li bei an zhua,buay song si bo
Qh: li me si li bei, si lim bu? understand?
ShiYao: stop fighting la. siao. buay hiao gong hokkien mai gei kiang. kiang tio ho mai gei kiang. siao tiao la, li nang deng chu la. mai di zi dao kpkb!
ShiYao: anw QH, dawn say "li bei an zhua, buay song si bo" means you want what, not happy isit. not saying lim pei lim bu.
Dawn Tan:qh ur hokkien vocab limited.srsly CMI isit
TF:
不要为我而难过
不要为我担心
不要为我掉泪
不要为我烦恼
我会自己照顾自己
我回乖乖听话
我会等你回来
我也不会哭
你要照顾好自己
冷要穿多点衣服
饿要记得吃东西
im not as weak as you think i am.
i'd be fine,dont worry.over this matter,
i promise not to shed any tears.
jiayou,takecare <3
不要为我而难过
不要为我担心
不要为我掉泪
不要为我烦恼
我会自己照顾自己
我回乖乖听话
我会等你回来
我也不会哭
你要照顾好自己
冷要穿多点衣服
饿要记得吃东西
im not as weak as you think i am.
i'd be fine,dont worry.over this matter,
i promise not to shed any tears.
jiayou,takecare <3
no matter what i must get through this.
9 weeks then so be it i'd get myself out
of all this alive.my world is not going to
crumble,im not going to cry.crying will
not solve anything.
been rather proud of myself,ever since the
major breakdown on tues,i've not shed a
single tear.i managed to keep all of it in my
eyes.dawn tan is not a cry baby.she's going
to be strong..
9 weeks then so be it i'd get myself out
of all this alive.my world is not going to
crumble,im not going to cry.crying will
not solve anything.
been rather proud of myself,ever since the
major breakdown on tues,i've not shed a
single tear.i managed to keep all of it in my
eyes.dawn tan is not a cry baby.she's going
to be strong..
Friday, November 06, 2009
i forgot what was the previous thing but i said sth like"toh long and bo bi,i hope that person is not me sia!"
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YiQing. says:
who is toh long and bo bi
lol
Pandawn. says:
FUCK YOU
u rlly dont know
or u guailan
HAHAHAHAHA
alaf
YiQing. says:
I DON'T KNOW!
i have no idea what you just said seriously
Pandawn. says:
HAHAHAHAHAH
i tell u
u cfm laugh at urself
YiQing. says:
tell me!
Pandawn. says:
tohlong means = er. have mercy on me in hokkien
like bai tuo
yea.
bo bi = bao you -bless me
LOL what who is toh long and bo bi WTF la you
honestly cheng heartstrong srsly damn funny only
Thursday, November 05, 2009
spear: i know obviously you wont be readingthis.but this paragraph is dedicated specially
for you.thankyou for making these past 2 wks
of my life much brighter because you are so
adorable.you made me feel that going back home
wasnt such a bad thing after all because everyday
you'd be there to welcome me home.i hope you
understood what jiejie told you today,esp when i
kept telling you that i am going to miss you very
very much!
rmbr that even if the whole world falls,jiejie will
still love you very much.hold on in there ok!i'd play
fetch with you the next time i see you.meanwhile
stay healthy and playful! dont naughty ok.
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no more waking up looking around the house for spear.
no more laughing at spear and his sillyness
no more picking up my tees from the floor that spear was
playing with. no more "jiejie,can play ball with me"
i guess it's time i learnt to let you go back home
i hoped the 2 week stay at my house made you really
happy ok (: happy memories are meant to be treasured
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
honestly friends out there,i really thank godi found every single one of you.had it not
been for your constant encouragements,
constant "dont give up" messages every
now and then i bet i wont even last past
this week.
words cannot express how grateful i am
to all of you. cheers to our f/s
ps to you:because of you im going to learn
how to be a stronger person and get thru
those 2 months no matter how tough the going
is.because of you i am willing to stay strong,
stay positive.the reason is simple,because i love you.
dont give up no matter what.im going to keep trying
feeling so upset about physical geog.
feeling so upset about social studies.
ystd i couldnt take it more i vented
everything out.mom and dad seh.
been 2 years since i pua such a stunt.
ystd mom came to pat me to sleep
i felt like a baby all over again.today
when i was attempting to take nap
dad came to sayang my forehead.
felt more baby.
but im 16 alr.cannot like this anymore.
its gonna be over soon
"its not over yet.you've got to hold urself tgt"
yea i'd rmbr that
feeling so upset about social studies.
ystd i couldnt take it more i vented
everything out.mom and dad seh.
been 2 years since i pua such a stunt.
ystd mom came to pat me to sleep
i felt like a baby all over again.today
when i was attempting to take nap
dad came to sayang my forehead.
felt more baby.
but im 16 alr.cannot like this anymore.
its gonna be over soon
"its not over yet.you've got to hold urself tgt"
yea i'd rmbr that
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
if you're not going to make an effortif you're not going to care
then why must i care.
if you still dont know,im like a mirror.
if you treat me nicely,i would treat you
nicely back too.if you're nasty,im def
going to be nasty too,i'd even be more
nasty than you.
i wonder how long more you'd be able
to keep up with this nonchalant
attitude of yours ,because you werent
like this before.
i.must.not.let.us.drift.apart.
hey all,thankyou for all the constant
encouragements,it really does make
me feel better at times though for some
reason i cannot get it out of my head.
shiyao: "跌到了要自己爬起来"
ms ng:"let go,my girl"
bee:"use it as a factor to push yourself"
yiqing:"dont let it bring you down"
mr pah:"just study harder for your next paper"
eunice:"wake up and study now!!"
and the many others,lol thankyou for staying
by me and putting up with my bad bad emo
attitude because i knew for the whole of ystd
and today i could not forgive myself for screwing
my combined humans up.it wasnt up to standard,
my combined humans was one of my "confidence"
subjects i was betting on to use as my L1B4,honestly
my life is beyond screwed.
thankyou all for being there,provided i allow you all too!
i know im damn stubborn,i dont let people cheer me
up sometimes! but thankyou all still ok!
i get cheerup msgs from so many others,but not yours
sometimes i wonder if you're still there,still hanging on
or have you already given up on me.
encouragements,it really does make
me feel better at times though for some
reason i cannot get it out of my head.
shiyao: "跌到了要自己爬起来"
ms ng:"let go,my girl"
bee:"use it as a factor to push yourself"
yiqing:"dont let it bring you down"
mr pah:"just study harder for your next paper"
eunice:"wake up and study now!!"
and the many others,lol thankyou for staying
by me and putting up with my bad bad emo
attitude because i knew for the whole of ystd
and today i could not forgive myself for screwing
my combined humans up.it wasnt up to standard,
my combined humans was one of my "confidence"
subjects i was betting on to use as my L1B4,honestly
my life is beyond screwed.
thankyou all for being there,provided i allow you all too!
i know im damn stubborn,i dont let people cheer me
up sometimes! but thankyou all still ok!
i get cheerup msgs from so many others,but not yours
sometimes i wonder if you're still there,still hanging on
or have you already given up on me.
i screwed my part b) essay for history today.
because i totally forgot about rule of terror.
i knew all the details but dont know the header.
so dint any write.nice one.
super relying on my hist to pull my ss grades up.
looks like i just lost one of my "confidence" subject.
honestly the courses i want just seem to be drifting
further and further away from me.to me it seems
so out of reach.
im so damn exhausted.so many things to settle
i super no energy alr.just want to get over and
done with o's get my fucking life back.im in so
much agony :X
been eating like a mouse these days.guess its due to
stress.went from 43-39kg because i ate like what,
1 small mash potato a day.when i lose my appetite
i really lose it,i cannot be bothered to chew,dont
feel hungry.
body,you cannot give up on me now.
not when my mind's alr giving up.
i want to know its a phase.its a phase that will
pass soon.it is srsly irritating the hell out of me.
so much so that all i want to do is sleep and not
care about anything AT ALL.
because i totally forgot about rule of terror.
i knew all the details but dont know the header.
so dint any write.nice one.
super relying on my hist to pull my ss grades up.
looks like i just lost one of my "confidence" subject.
honestly the courses i want just seem to be drifting
further and further away from me.to me it seems
so out of reach.
im so damn exhausted.so many things to settle
i super no energy alr.just want to get over and
done with o's get my fucking life back.im in so
much agony :X
been eating like a mouse these days.guess its due to
stress.went from 43-39kg because i ate like what,
1 small mash potato a day.when i lose my appetite
i really lose it,i cannot be bothered to chew,dont
feel hungry.
body,you cannot give up on me now.
not when my mind's alr giving up.
i want to know its a phase.its a phase that will
pass soon.it is srsly irritating the hell out of me.
so much so that all i want to do is sleep and not
care about anything AT ALL.
Sunday, November 01, 2009
so now i know when im in a bad mood i snap at ppl:chongkb_madass says:
hello? your teacher got say which theme having high
possibility of coming out for ss?
2536-0264 on the verge of ripping my hair off my scalp. says:
can u keep quiet.
u very noisy you know.
chongkb_madass@hotmail.com says:
just three questions from me?
and u asked me why
=.=
2536-0264 on the verge of ripping my hair off my scalp. says:
go ask some other ppl la
chicken backside.
chongkb_madass@hotmail.com says:
wtf
=.=
2536-0264 on the verge of ripping my hair off my scalp. says:
dont think only u knw how scold WTF.
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just go and bang wall and die pls. kkthxbai
2 more weeks to your birthday (;
and then you're 17.this year also
marks the 4th time im celebrating
your birthday.
even though we're celebrating it a
couple of days earlier,still hope to make
you feel special enough on this very
special day :D
8 more days to 37th monthsary.still
cannot get over your ability of making
me fall in love with you over and over
me fall in love with you over and over
again... *thumbs up*
ps:// pls stop flaring your nostrils :P
i cannot continue sleeping at peewee hours
every morning. i sleep at dawn everyday :(
need to revert my body clock back friggin soon.
i can see the doomsday clock screaming and waving
at me :( wth.
diediedie :/
every morning. i sleep at dawn everyday :(
need to revert my body clock back friggin soon.
i can see the doomsday clock screaming and waving
at me :( wth.
diediedie :/
